and theres no mystical desire

NEW LJ

2003-09-01T21:32:33Z

add me and :
click here

mencrybullets @ 2003-09-01T12:25:00

2003-09-01T19:26:31Z

i lost my camera,i cant take pictures of anything.

mencrybullets @ 2003-08-31T11:45:00

2003-08-31T18:47:10Z

so its true, i never realise how important things are to me until i know for sure that my control over it is powerless
you dont seem to know
seem to care
well i dont know him anymore
thats whats going on
nothing is real
im all out of faith

mencrybullets @ 2003-08-31T01:23:00

2003-08-31T08:25:36Z

okay. tonight did NOT go well.
school in a week.
im excited to get the fuck out.
i learned a new phrase tonight :
"peace the fuck out"
-olympia

mencrybullets @ 2003-08-30T11:55:00

2003-08-30T18:58:49Z

im never really there

but when im off to boarding school dont forget

..ill be back, dont let me fade
nothing is real

mencrybullets @ 2003-08-30T11:44:00

2003-08-30T18:44:50Z

i truly adore radiohead

nothing is real

2003-08-28T01:35:41Z

this is me
this is me not knowing what just happened or whats going to happen tomorrow
this is me looking dazed and confused
this is me all by myself in the backseat of my sisters car
this is me thinking about you
this is how i look when you're not around
i think you're the one
i like you

mencrybullets @ 2003-08-26T23:39:00

2003-08-27T06:43:41Z

tonight was a good night.
i met a guy and i think hes cute,funny,interesting,intelligent,unique,tall and perfect
i might like him
it sounds perfect but its always like that the first time
i hope this works out i really do.

mencrybullets @ 2003-08-25T22:59:00

2003-08-26T06:01:14Z

will you go out with me?

mencrybullets @ 2003-08-25T13:39:00

2003-08-25T20:39:29Z

ive been wanting jamba juice for 2 days
somebody take me out on a jamba juice date

mencrybullets @ 2003-08-25T02:13:00

2003-08-25T09:18:12Z

i havent gotten drunk all summer
i am seriously for real drunk
this hot gyu who is good looking is over here and alexia is with him but i like him kind of
i want a boyfriend
i want to be good best friends iwth a hot guy who is coolol
and i want to fall inlobve i am drunk now
im am im so drunk wow
i need to fall inlve i am so lonelyt im a lonely girl i want somebody
i think i am ugly am i ugly??????????????????????????????????????????????
post comments i love scomments i am drunk
please i need to love and be loved
thank you]
i am not a sober childdd i love world
olympia
haha
wogo

mencrybullets @ 2003-08-21T00:03:00

2003-08-21T07:04:31Z

im back.

mencrybullets @ 2003-06-25T15:27:00

2003-06-25T22:27:43Z

if you're reading this, i really miss you philip

mencrybullets @ 2003-06-25T08:39:00

2003-06-25T15:43:10Z

yes.
it has been clearly established that boyfriends are wanted.
to all hot useful men:
if you read my comments,
there are quite a few beautiful women.
yes.
i know, in LA there is no way in finding
a perfect single boy.
i dont care
im going to boarding school next year.
i really think ill find something there.
im so tired.
i barely got any sleep last night.
good night.
-olympia

mencrybullets @ 2003-06-24T23:48:00

2003-06-25T06:49:50Z

i want a boyfriend.

look how boring i am

2003-06-25T05:14:06Z

im not THAT boring.travis fell asleep to my stories.

yes,i am friends with a psychomaniac
but,shes hot

and yes, i disabled comments
dont comment, just think about it.
kiss me.
im cool.

mencrybullets @ 2003-06-24T17:18:00

2003-06-25T00:28:45Z

wow.i appreciate the hugs.
i feel loved.you guys are to nice.
new bathing suit.

mencrybullets @ 2003-06-24T11:10:00

2003-06-24T18:11:44Z

im going to take pictures today.
i dont know what kind.
ill try to be creative.
the ones i like will soon
be posted.
i feel sexy.
bye

mencrybullets @ 2003-06-24T00:24:00

2003-06-24T07:25:01Z

i need a hug.

mencrybullets @ 2003-06-23T07:07:00

2003-06-24T02:09:40Z

should i post pictures?

mencrybullets @ 2003-06-23T09:09:00

2003-06-24T02:04:19Z

should i post pictures?

mencrybullets @ 2003-06-23T15:33:00

2003-06-23T22:34:36Z

Her mail address [3:31 PM]: k i dont really feel like talking about how amazing we both are
Her mail address [3:32 PM]: but..ya
coltstilidie [3:32 PM]: haha
coltstilidie [3:32 PM]: i do!

mencrybullets @ 2003-06-23T14:59:00

2003-06-23T22:00:02Z

tonight: im going to dance,dance&dance
in 5 days: bye olympia
yay: i just got a massage
in 5 minutes: shower,new shampoo
la la olympia lala i love you

mencrybullets @ 2003-06-23T02:31:00

2003-06-23T07:33:11Z

shell build you up,
just to knock you down

mencrybullets @ 2003-06-22T16:41:00

2003-06-22T23:43:17Z

turns out
every fucking picture taken
resulted as error
no pictures
who cares
the night was cheated anyway
i got in a fight with my
sister
because i was making a mess in
her car
bitch.